The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah

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First of all. The fact that I finished this book is an accomplishment in itself. Since Christmas this chunker has been sitting on my shelves daunting me with it’s page count. This book is also on one of previous posts, listed as being one of the 30 books I want to read before 30. So kuddos to me for sticking to it and chiseling this list down. Since the time is literally ticking away, I thought what better time than the present? So I did this the way I do all things: Jump in headfirst and fly by the seat of my pants…. And what do ya know? It actually paid off! So IF you are not reading this book bc you are intimidated by it’s size, don’t be. I read this 564 page book it less than a week. This story. These characters. It doesn’t even feel like a book. I was so totally engrossed, I felt like these were real people. I was so invested in the lives of the charcters, I felt as if I were on this journey with them. Kristin Hannah did a magnificent job creating such characters and circumstances, this book is such an emtional and heartening experience.

I think it’s safe to say that most ppl, reader or not, have heard of this book. If not, then I will give you a super short, brief summary.

This is the story of two sisters, living in France durng the invasion of Germany during WWII.  The story is told by a narrorator years later and it’s no spoiler, that you learn it is one of the sisters narrorating, however you don’t find out til the end which sister it is. That’s basically the main premise, I feel like telling too much else would give too much away.

Now for starters, there is a lot of hype surrounding this book. It seems everybody and their grandmother is reading it. I tend to steer clear of hyped books, not bc they are all bad, but my prefernce is to find hidden gems. This year though, I have found myself partaking in many, many popular books and so far I found most of them surprisingly living up to that hype for me. This book happens to be one of those books that borders that imaginary hype line I have drawn in my head. I really liked the book, I was very invested in the story and the characters. Just something about it made me not seem to like it quite as much as everyone else. Now on my goodreads, I gave this book a 4 star and I fully stand by that. This book, in every sense deserves those stars. It is written beautfully, the situations where handled quite respectfully, yet still had enough depth to give the reader the full picture. There was a certain atmosphere about this book, that while you knew it was going to be sad, you still help on to this sense of hope and longing.

This where I may get just a tad bit spoilery, this is not going to be a major in depth super analyzing reveiw where I pick out every single like and dislike. I am, however going to tell the major pro’s and con’s for me. If you have not read this and don’t want any potential spoilers, come back after you’ve read this. If not then carry on..

The things I disliked about this book are nothing incredibly major. Like I said before, overall I thought this book was pretty great and it is so hard to come across a fictional book about something non-fiction that is actually decent.

My main complaint, is I needed answers. Now, nothing major, major was left unsaid. All the main points, that were important to the story were taken care of. No loose ends there. Just some minor things that started irritating me.  The narrorator, I won’t say who that is bc major spoiler, ended up in a different country, which actually made no sense bc once the war was over this person was excedeingly glad to have their home back. Also, (I am doing my best not to spoil or name drop, but if you’ve read it then you know!) there is a child born, outside of marriage and this child is of German decent, however, the narrorator keeps referring to this child as a decendant of another country! And there was no further explaination on that. Small things that didn’t add up to me. My second complaint is the romance. I know I am usually a romance reader, some stories though, I feel don’t require it. It felt out of place, this is a time of war and strife. While I understand the whole purpose of it being that we never know what lies ahead so we should follow our hearts and be happy even if it’s just for the moment, like I get it. That part of it was great. I think I just didn’t like this particular couple’s romance. I felt the guy (no names, no spoilers) to be somewhat creepy. He made it clear several times he had no interest, yet his actions , which were sometimes creepy said otherwise. I feel that it could have been done better if it had to have been done at all. Thirdly, I know I make it sound like I really hated this book, but I promise I didn’t. There was some major cheese. Ok. I know this a tearjerker. I knew that going into this and I expected to cry. But I want to cry bc I am genuinely saddened, not bc I feel as if the author is just trying to make me cry. Does that make sense? To be more specific, there is obviously some character death. Now one character dies in a very just gut-wrenching way. I’m going to go ahead and say it, it was a child death. I cried like I have never cried before. I didn’t see it coming and it was handled in a way that I felt was more realistic. A second character death happens way closer to the end and it was honestly just too much. This person survived so much, even came home from a concentration camp, and yet when their actual death happened I could not even shed a tear. Y’all this was my favorite character in the book! And I could not even mourn their death bc it was handled in such a cheesy way, it happened abbruptley and honestly I felt that it didn’t make sense. Most people don’t seem to mind this, I however, just wasn’t a fan.

” Men tell stories, I say. It is the truest, simplest answer to his question. Women get on with it. For us it was a shadow war. There were no parades for us when it was over, no medals or mention in history books. We did what we had to during the war, and when it was over, we picked up the pieces and started our lives over.”

So now on to the things that I did like so that I can end this review on a positive note. This book sends a message about WWII that we don’t often get to see in books, and that is the gritty and ugly things that women faced during WWII. Now I am not a war expert, I am no historian by any means. But I can tell you that in my opinion, this story seems to paint a more realistic picture of what it might have been actually like living as a woman in Germany occupied France. The things these women faced. All the turmoil that they had to endure just to keep thier children safe and fed. Oh I can not even imagine, nor do I want to. I think this is done beautifully, Kristin Hannah is a brilliant story teller and like I said before, she told this story with such poise and respect, yet included all the disturbing details. There were times that this book gave me chills, bc all I could think of is no amount of description could ever do justice to those who went through this.

Another aspect that I thoroughly enjoyed is the fact that this book takes plavce in France, the majority of WWII books that I have read have taken place in America and it was so refreshing to see the war from a fresh and much more relatable perspective.

And for the main thing that made me absolutley fall in love with this story, the charactor. As I sit here typing this, I can’t help but tear up. I know these characters are fictional, but they represent so many ppl who are not. I don’t know if I mentioned this previously but the main characters in this book were completely different from one another. Isabelle was carefree and fearless. She wanted to leave behind a legacy and her involvment in the war effort was dangerous and put her in harms way more that once. While Vivianne was a mother and a wife, all she wanted was a quiet life in the counrty with her husband that she loved more than life itself and to raise her children. She lives in constant fear of the war and at times she seems meek and spineless, but more than once she proved herself to have more courage than she ever thought possible. When it came down to protecting those that she loved, she did all she could for them. Obviously the sisters had a rocky relationship with eachother, both operating out of past woundings inflicted by the other. It was just really interesting to see how their relationship would end up, and the inner dialouge of both of the sisters was just heartning.

If I haven’t made it apparent with this long review, I really did enjoy this book. As I write this review I find myself tearing up and missing these characters. I feel like this book is very worth the hype it has recieved and while their were some very minor issues that I had with the story, it was nothing that deterred me from loving it. And I absolutley can not wait to read it again.

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo: Book Review

 

 

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It’s official. I have found one of my favorite books of the year. January was such a good reading month for me, most of the books I read were 4 and 5 stars, I think I had two 3 star books. For the most part, I thoroughly enjoyed everything I read.

If anyone is keeping score, I think I should get double points for reading this.  Not only was this book on my personal tbr, it was also on my 25 books I want to reaad in 2018.. And I did it! Look at me being an adult and sticking to my list!

I have heard majorly amazing things about this book and author and while I own all of her books, I had yet to pick one up. Since reading this I have read some of her other books and I am now a super fan..

This book tells the story of Evelyn Hugo, she one of the worlds most famous movie stars and an iconic sex symbol.. Pretty much the Marylin Monroe of her time.  Despite her many attributes, the one thing that Evelyn Hugo is most notorious for is having seven husbands.  Now in her old age, Evelyn has decided she is ready to tell her side of the story… Monique is a 30 something writer, lacking inspiration, on the verge of divorce and not exactly at the top of her game. So when Evelyn contacts her to write her biography/tell-all book, Monique thinks this is just the break she needs. However, when Evelyn’s truths come forwards and the two ladies lives intersect in unimaginable ways, Monique might just be getting more than she bargained for.

Told in alternating past and present, we see Evelyn’s journey to hollywood, her rise to stardom and learn the truths behind the media’s lies and we learn who was truly the love of Evelyn’s life..

Somethings you need to know before reading this:

  1. It is amazing. Just read it. Don’t read spoilery reviews. Go into it blind.
  2. Mine’s not spoilery so def read my review 🙂
  3. Have tissues.

 

Nothing in this world could have prepared me for this. When I say all the feels, I mean all of them. I was angry with characters, I was brokenhearted for them, I wanted them to get what they deserve and still have a happy ending. I just wanted everything and I sincerly feel like that is what I got with this book. The story mostly takes place in old hollywood (50’s and 60’s) and I honestly felt like I was there. The atmospere and imagery for this book literally just flies off the page. By the end of this book I couldn’t tell you what was real and what wasn’t. My heart was on the ground. I went into this blind, only knowing about the 7 husband part, but this is nothing like you think it’s going to be. Guys, just read it. Just read it please.  And if you have read it please talk to me about it, I have so many thoughts.

Book Review: The Night Circus

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After some much needed time off to re-group, I am finally back to reading and reviewing. I have been rather slumpish, and with the upcoming holidays I have been extremely busy and not had much time for anything..

A personal goal I have set for myself is to read some off my larger books or books that I have felt intimidated by.  This book has always daunted me. I think I have owned it for over 2yrs and have read the back atleast 20 times, but have always felt that it would be way too complex for me.

This is why I need to stay off booktube, I allow other people’s thoughts to cloud my train of thought.

I’m not going to go into a in depth synopsis, most people have heard of this and well if you haven’t this is the goodreads link: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/9361589-the-night-circus?from_search=true

In short, this book is a historical fiction with a magical realism twist. The plot is about two magicians who were raised by two competeing magicians and trained all thier lives to compete against each other. The venue chosen for the young competetors: a magical, traveling circus, only open at night. However, things become complicated when the rivals fall in love with one another, causing the fate of the circus and all those involved to rest in the delicate balance.

So that is a very vague and loose description, while this is what the main plot is about, the book in it’s entirety is a lot different. First of all, if you go into this book expecting a romance, your going to be massively disappointed. While there is a romance in this book, the book does not center around it. I would say this book is more about a thing than it is about an actual person. And that should be well known before going into it.

It’s no secret that I didn’t love this book, I did like it but I don’t know if this is one that I will ever pick up again. My thoughts, in no particular order:

For starters, this book was extremely slow paced. It took me over a week to finish it and that was alternating between my physical copy and audio. There was a TON of backstory, and not backstory for the characters. But for the making of the circus. Over half of the book is about the building of the circus and we follow a lot of characters, who are not necessarily essential to the building of the plot. In fact, this book really placed the main story on the back burner, the two competeing magicians don’t actually meet until around half-way through the book. Their romance doesn’t begin for sometime after they meet and even then they have very few interactions. There is no big show down, there is no build up or anticipation. In fact evrything unfolds slowly and unclimatically.  You really don’t spend much time getting to know your characters.  This is a very atmosperic and descriptive story.  By the end of the book I could tell you absolutely every single detail of the circus, right down to the menu served, but I couldn’t tell you what color our main character’s hair was.  Aside from the slow moving story, I really appreciate that the author took the time write such beautiful descriptions. I honestly felt, at times, that I was at the circus. I could vividly envision each tent, it felt as if I was living it rather than imagining it. Miss Moregenstern writes with such beautiful prose. Her writting style is so flowery and eloquent. If I were rating on descrptivness and atmosphere alone, this would easily be a 5 star read. But I need more. I need a fufilling plot and at least one relatable character.

This book was written with many metaphoric undertones. In fact if someone were to disect it (and I’m sure someone has) and break this story down thoroughly I’m sure that one could find many themes and deeper meanings. I am a very literal reader, so when I read something I take it for face value. If the story tells me that the character sat under and apple tree, 8 times out of 10, I’m not going to look for the symbolism and significance of sitting and an apple tree. That’s just not me and that just isn’t how I read. I do believe that I did take away a few things from this story however. I won’t go into them here, but if anyone is interested on my thoughts I can post them in the comments.

Overall, this was an average read for me. I loved the atmosphere and vivid imagery, but as far as plot and characters: this book failed me in that area. I know this a well loved book and that my opinion is one that is very unpopular. I’m not here to insult your reading tastes, this is just something that wasn’t my favorite. But don’t take my word on it, check it out for yourself and then let me know what you thought of it!