I’m back.. I think…

 

Hello friends. It’s me. I’m sure you all get tired of my lame-o excuses as to why I have left you all high and dry these past few months. Yet here we are again. Same thing, different day.  I’d like to sit here and give hundreds of amazing reasons that I have not been here. But in reality, the reasons I have not been here are pathetic. I have been on a journey, not an actual journey to some far off place, but a journey of the mind to find self worth and peace. I know this is deep for a reading blog.. But I am saying all this to say, that for the past few months I have been experiencing trials in every aspect of my life, including that which I have been reading.  I plan to make yet another come back. I want to feel like myself and I want to enjoy my life.

Some changes that have come to my life recently:

For those of you who are interested.. I just turned 30. And honestly, it’s been wonderful. I looked at this new decade of life with much dread, however once it came I learned quickly that something only has as much power over you as you give it.  I love being 30.

Also another big change, I wil be starting school after the first of the year.  Both of my children are in school this year. For the first time in 9yrs I am an empty nester. There’s no one to look after during the day, no games to play, no toys to be picked up, no lunch or breakfast to prepare. The days became my own.  After much discussion as to what I planned to do with myself, I truly feel as if my days as a housewife are over. I looked for weeks for a job, but still had such a over-whleming presence of dread. Until it occurred to me, I could achieve anything. So I decided, at 30yrs old, to pursue my dream of becoming a RN.  I want to show my girls that no matter where life takes them that they are never too old or too young to achieve their goals.

And just a disclaimer, my life has gotten significantly better. I had to teach myself to let go and let live. That breathers and time for myself is essential.  I can honestly say that my marriage is better and stronger than it has ever been. All my relationships are in order. I have a better understanding and appreciation for my family.  My faith in God has been restored and I just feel like a totally different and better version on myself!

Now for the part you all came for.. Zee books.

As it would just so happen, with any self discovery journey, my tastes have shifted. I do plan to have a recent read list up soon and that will give you some insight. This summer has not been my greatest reading season, due to some personal issues that were being addressed, certain books and things in certain books tended to trigger me more than usual and things that would normally trigger me had zero effect. I guess it’s safe to say I did a complete 180.  Romance. I used to primarily read romance or books that had a romantic element to them. Now I find most of them cringy and like I said, due to personal situations, they tend to trigger something inside me. Does that mean I have eliminated it entirely? No. I can handle a good romance occasionally, i have just realized that there are other things I’d rather invest my time in.  I have, I wouldn’t call it love, but a “like” of fantasy now.  Also, middle grade. I don’t hate it. And I have come to appreciate a good horror and for some reason have come to enjoy middle grade horror. My love for thrillers and mysteries has been restored and I am hoping to get back into sci-fi.

Anyways. This was much longer than I had originally planned. I promise I didn’t start this with the intention of giving you a full fledged essay on my life.  I said all this to say that I am sorry I have been lazy and unmotivated and that I hope to get better and back into the swing of things. I now have way more time on my hands and while I have still been reading I haven’t been reviewing. I do plan to change that asap. I love you all and I thank you kindly for your support and I hope that you will stick around to see my new content!

 

What to read next?

Well Hiya friends! I hope all is well. This time of year is so refreshing and light. It’s begining to warm up outside and everyone is in preparation for awesome summer plans.. I personally can not wait for summer! For the first time is years, I have been eating healthy and becoming active and have lost quite a significant amount of weight.. Summer is usually a time of dread, but this is the year that that changes.. Anywho, back out of the rabbit trail. I LOVE spring and summer reading. I think I read more in those two seasons than  do all year..

Today I want to talk to you all about a simple project I am working on, that is me working on cleaning out my tbr. I tend to haul more than I read sometimes, so I decided to do yet again, a massive unhaul and have decided I want to work on getting a more managable tbr. I have very limited space in my house and at the moment only one bookshelf.. I don’t like clutter so I am working on only keeping books I adore and trying to not more books on my tbr than I can read in a year. Now with that being said, I know that I am def going to have to place myself on a buying ban and most importantly I need to set a tbr and stick to it! I usually suck at keeping  a tbr, i like to mood read. But I feel that me trying out a tbr would be beneficial to me meeting my goals. so without further adue.. the reason your here, my May tbr:

At the moment I have no system worked out, but I am considering a tbr jar, for now I just hae some random selections based off of different things going on this month..

First, I’d like to read Ten Tiny Breaths by K.A. Tucker… This is probably one of the oldest books I own, I think I’ve had it for 3-4 yrs.. But this month is the month it happens.. I have already started it and so far it’s wonderful!

Next, I have decided to participate in buzzword-a-thon.. I am not for sure the dates, but I know it is this month and the buzzword is girl. So for this challenge I have chosen 3 books,  A Girl Like That by   Tanaz Bhathena, Dangerous Girls by Abigail Haas, and The Girl Who Lived by Christopher Greyson..

And Lastly a small project that I am doing on my own, but if anyone would like to join me, I’d love it. Basically I am doing mermaid May. I have a few mermaid books I’d like to check out and this of course, will help me to clear out my tbr. For this challenge I have chosen three books as well: Drown by Esther Dalseno, Selina Penaluna by Jan Page and finally The Mermaid’s Secret by Katie Schickel..

I feel like 7 books is a managable amount for me, I’ve noticed that 5 is usually my magic number, but I really want to slim this book shelf down! Wish me luck and let me know what your reading this month and if you’d like to participate with me

Instagram..

Well friends I finally did it! I just joined the darkside and made myself an instagram! For months now I have been putting it off and putting it off and I decided today that it was time for me to become more social!

If you don’t know this already, reading is my best hobby. I love books, buying books, smelling books and most of all I love reading books and talking about them. Not too many ppl in my personal life care for reading, I am pretty sure I bore my husband with book talk, so I decided to start this blog! Eventually, when the time is right and I work up the self esteem, I plan on making myself a booktube channel…

Just so everyone knows, I am by no means a professional photographer! I have maybe 3 pics up at the moment and I plan to add more this weekend!

My username is the same as this blog.  wordsspokentrue on instagram! Come find me and watch!

Books I dnf’d

 

Hey there booknerds! I hope you all are doing well and having Marvelous evenings!

Tonight I was sitting here thinking of ways to get creative with this blog, lately I have been posting mostly single book reviews; which I love.  But I just want to start making more in depth content, bc I have not been reviewing every book I have read.. So why not start with something that I am very very familiar with: dnfing books.

It’s no secret. I have no problem sitting a book down if it’s not holding my attention. I read for pleasure and I have no time for things I don’t love.. With that being said, I am a strange girl and I have very strange and eclectic reading tastes, these are books that are not for me, however if you loved them, I am in no way saying that there is anything wrong with you for liking them. They just were not for me. Also a lot of these are very controversial, so there’s that.. Also you should know, I will not dnf a book before 100pgs. I feel like 100pgs. is a fair amount of time to figure out whether a book is right for me or not.  I know some books take a lot longer to really get into, however a lot of times the book may actually be a great book and it just be a case of it not being right for me. I would rather not finish it, than end up finishing and not liking it and giving it a low rating that it did not deserve all bc it was not my taste. I hope that makes sense.

 

 

1. The Star-touched Queen... Ugh. This book wasn’t horribe, atleast what I read of it. Surprisingly, this is one of the few times I didn’t unhaul the book after dnfing, I still own it and I feel like I may possibly pick it up sometime this year. If I don’t read it by this year, then I will unhaul it. My biggest issue I had with this book was mostly the pacing. It was a very slow and descriptive read and at the time I tried to read it I was in the middle of a reading slump. After 75pgs and not being able to connect, I sat the book down.  Since then I have not only conquered that reading slump (and about 5 more) but I have really discovered my reading tastes and fantasy is just not my thing anymore. I don’t when or if I will finish this book, but like I said before I do plan to atleast give it a try..

2. The Leaving Season…. by all accounts, I should have loved this book.  It’s exactly the type of book that would normally be my taste.  It’s a very hard hitting YA contemporary about a girl whose boyfriend dies and she is left to pick up the pieces of her life again. I got a little over 100pgs and I just could not connect. I really didn’t like any of the characters, honestly I didn’t uderstand the relationship btw the main character and her boyfriend.  Nothing felt realistic. I just didn’t like it.

3. A Court of Thorns and Roses….I’m not even going to go into much detail. If you’ve been here long enough, then you know I hated this. That is all.

4. A Million Worlds With You…. I should honestly write an entire post about this book. I loved the first book, it was fun it was full of romance and mystery and it was just simply wonderful.  The second book suffered from second book syndrome, but I read it and I didn’t love it but I knew it was just a filler.  Well this book… about 150pgs in I realized I did not care. I had had enough of these ppl. I like being shown things not told and I just found the romance to be quite bland. I am supposed to believe that these two ppl love eachother and have a relationship, but I never get to see that. Instead I am always being told from the author about things they have done in the past, in smal glimses I might add.  This is a very romance heavy series, I don’t mind heavy romance at all. But atleast make it worth my while!

5. Shift….I read the first book, it was not bad. Weird, but not the worst thing I had ever read. It did make me cry and we all know that rarely happens.  I honestly feel that this would have worked best as a standalone. I don’t feel the main character needed a new love interest, this would have worked well being a story about loss and grief and mystery. I really feel like this whole series could have been condensed into one really amazing standalone.

6. Shadow and Bone….I know this series is very well loved.  It’s just not for me, I have tried and tried. I’m just not a fantasy reader, I’m not a series reader. This is one of thoses cases of the book just not being my taste.

7.The Lonely Hearts Hotel….This is my most recent dnf. Like I’m talking last week and really I am on the fence about this one.  I really couldn’t tell you what this book is about, I think it’s about 2 orphans who fall in love and dream about opening a circus together, however they are constantly being torn apart.  I have heard this book compared to The Night Circus and I can see that in a way.  There are similar situations.. This book, however, is nothing that I expected. Going into it I thought it would be whimsical and romantic, it isn’t. It’s strange and nonsensical and very, very, very sexually explicit. I think it has said the word “penis” at least once on every page. And I really hate that word. I’m 200pgs in. I’m not for sure why, I think just out of sheer , morbid curiosity. I almost want to finish it, bc I feel like this would be an interesting one to review..

For the sake of this post already being super long, I am going to stop here. I have obviously, dnf’d way more books, and if you liked this post and are interested I can def make more posts about my dnfs. What books have you dnf’d? Have you dnf’d any of these? Are there any of these that you would like to persuede me to finish? If so comment and let me know!

One True Loves by Taylor Jenkins Reid

 

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Well here is one mediocre review I did not see happening. I swore that I was going to love this book and that it was going to be the most epic thing I have ever read and as it turns out I was just not that into it.

Although I gave this book an average rating and I found the actual plot to somewhat average, this is by no means an average book. Taylor Jenkins Reid is an astonishing writter and she has this uncanny ability to write realistic characters, that come through unique situations. Just enough realism mixed with fiction. This story is different in every sense of the word, and most people would say that they have never heard a story like this before. Well,  I am not most people. My lack of enthusiasm for this book actually takes place a long time ago and with another book. If you followed me when I used to blog on alliereads, then you may remember about 2yrs ago I read a very underrated christian fiction book called, Beneath a Southern Sky by Deborah Rainy here’s the goodreads if you want to check that out. Basically the book is about a married ouple who are South American missionaries, the husband is a doctor and is called away to a neighboring village to assist with a flu epidemic. However, while there the village comes under attack and is burned to the ground, and there are no assumed survivors. The main character is then sent home (I am so sorry, I do not remember her name, and I do not feel like digging out the book) to Kentucky and there she has to begin to start her life over. She then discovers she is pregnant with her first child, by her dead husband. Then shortly after she falls in love and marries a very amazing man, who takes care of her and fathers her child. Then out of nowhere she recieves a call saying that her first husband is actually alive and is coming home.. ( do you see the resemeblences?) And from there we examine the prospects of both relationships. It was a very emotional and thought provoking read. The whole time I was reading it I kept thinking about how I would handle these situations. I’m sorry I’ve already reviewed this book and I’m not here to review it again.  But, I said all this to say, that this storyline is not new to me, I have seen it done before and frankly done much better. In Beneath a Southern Sky, story went more in depth about the previous couples relationship, more in depth with her new relationship and I felt like the grieving process was even handled with much more emotion. The stories are eerily similar, even the endings and while I did enjoy them both, I felt so much more connected to the previous story. Now I know it’s unfair for me to try and compare the two, and though it seems like that’s what I was doing. I promise I wasn’t. I just knew the great potential that this book had bc of the author and I already knew that this plot could be beautifully done.

By all acounts this book was heartbreaking and gut wrenching, it was one of those books that I wished had made me cry. (I’m not a crier, so that is very rare). I really enjoy Reid’s writting style, the best word I can think of to describe it would be monotone, not in a bad way. Whenever I sit down to read one of her books, I know that no matter how emotionally charged the book is, it’s still going to have an overall chill and peaceful feel to it. I was easily able to get into the story and able to get a feel for the characters, yet this book just left me feeling so unsatisfied at the end. I think I needed to see for myself the love that Jesse and Emma had. I understand that they had this wild, adventerous lifestyle and that they followed their dreams and seen the world together. I needed more of that, I needed to see that and feel that attraction that she had towards him, so that I could better understand her grief and hesitations. I wanted to feel her turmoil with her, but I could not bc all I got to see was how they met in highschool and a few pages about what they had been doing since. I just a hard time connecting. I did understand her relationship with Sam a lot more, only bc I had gotten to see it unfold, however I felt it was just there to create conflict and more of a plot device than a real relationship. I know this review makes me sound as if I really disliked this book and that most certainly isn’t true. I think I had mostly set myself up for disappointent by relying too much on the hype surrounding it. Once I got past my issues with the romances, I was able to focus on what this story is truly about, and that is self discovery. Emma transformed so much from the girl eager to leave her hometown and her parents expectations to ultimately discovering that what she was always looking for was always in her own backyard. The parts that made me wish I could cry were not the romantic parts, or even the grief. They were the times when Emma realized who she was and embraced it. Learning and growing through the unexpected and being able to come out on the otherside more sure of yourself than you ever were: that’s a story worth reading.

Taylor Jenkins Reid is an amazing writter, I have so far read 3 of her books and I own all of them. While this one was not my favorite or least favorite I am wanting to re-read it, now that I know the outcome and can really focus in on anything I missed..

After the Rain by Renee Carlino

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Sometimes your just in the mood for a really good romace, if your me then that’s pretty much all the time. I had heard really great things about Renee Carlino in a lotof reccommendations videos on booktube, so naturally I binge bought all of her books. After having them sit on my shelves for 5mos I decided to actually read them, and since this is the first one  purchased I supposed I’d start with it.

This book was very emotional and very dark at times, infact going into this I thought it would be a cute and quirky western romance and it was in a sense. But I would def consider this a darker romance. Trigger warnings for death, suicide, depression and grief.

So this book is about a girl named Avelina, who married a cowboy right before graduating highschool. She and him moved out to Montana to work on a large ranch togther. For the first years married life was bliss and she and him worked to create  a wonderful life togther. However all good things come to an end,  a tragic, unforeseen event occurs leavin Avelina to pick up the pieces of her life. Drowning in depression and sorrow for years, she feels she’s ruined and too far gone for anyone to ever reach her. That is until Nate shows up. Nate is a heart surgeon from California. Reeling from a tragic accident that may alter his career, he decides to come stay for a few weeks on his uncle’s ranch. Here he meets beautiful and mysterious Avelina. The two share an instant and undeniable attraction. But can two broken hearts ever truly be whole enough to love?

I was pleasently surprised in both good and bad ways. This book.. I really loved a lot of the romance aspect of it. Some of it I really didn’t get. Some of it made me question the entire relationship btw Avelina and Nate.

But let me start from the beginning.. The first few chapters of this book were great. They were phenominal, Ava’s story of heartbreak and her transformation of a starry-eyed, barrel racer to a lonely an depressed shell. It was truly gripping. I loved hearing about Nate’s carefree lifestyle and getting to understand him as someone who is career obsessed and fully dedicated to his patients. I loved both of these characters on their own, however something about them togther did not feel right. I still liked their romance, but I didn’t understand it. If that makes sense.

This was almost insta-love, like they were definitley instantly attracted to one another, Nate was far more interested at first than Ava. Ava had been silent almost, never laughing, barely smiling, for years and then all of the sudden Nate is the only person who can get her to open up. I get that that is what is supposed to happen. What I think I am trying to say, is I liked the romance once it happened i just didn’t care for the execution of it. Nate was the ultimate nice guy, he was constantly doing things to prove to Ava just how much he cared, despite al his sweetness, he was very careeer obsessed and Ava always came second to that. While Ava was completely damaged, but once she let go and discovered who she truly was and how to love herself then she was able to let Nate in.

Here is a spoiler, regarding the ending.. you have been warned!

Ok, so I have to talk about the ending for a minute bc I think that that was my favorite aspect of the story. Ava decided to visit her mom in Spain, her mom checked out mentally for a few years after her husband died unexectedly and Ava just needed to see how she was doing. Once in Spain, Ava sees her mom doing well and decides it is time for her to begin to heal herself. Nate does show up in Spain, but Ava says she needs a year of no contact. She needs to know if this is really love btw them or infacuation. She also feels that she needs time to herself to really heal and discover herself and just really do things to better her life.

I LOVED that. I thought that that was perfect, that Ava didn’t need Nate to heal her, that she needed to heal herself. She took the time she needed to do things for herself and by herself. Personally I thought that was great and refreshing to see a heroine not need a guy to fix her.

So I would def recommend this book and author to lovers of romance. The middle and the beginings of their romance where a little cheesy at times, but overall it was good story and this author is def one I will be reading more of!

The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah

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First of all. The fact that I finished this book is an accomplishment in itself. Since Christmas this chunker has been sitting on my shelves daunting me with it’s page count. This book is also on one of previous posts, listed as being one of the 30 books I want to read before 30. So kuddos to me for sticking to it and chiseling this list down. Since the time is literally ticking away, I thought what better time than the present? So I did this the way I do all things: Jump in headfirst and fly by the seat of my pants…. And what do ya know? It actually paid off! So IF you are not reading this book bc you are intimidated by it’s size, don’t be. I read this 564 page book it less than a week. This story. These characters. It doesn’t even feel like a book. I was so totally engrossed, I felt like these were real people. I was so invested in the lives of the charcters, I felt as if I were on this journey with them. Kristin Hannah did a magnificent job creating such characters and circumstances, this book is such an emtional and heartening experience.

I think it’s safe to say that most ppl, reader or not, have heard of this book. If not, then I will give you a super short, brief summary.

This is the story of two sisters, living in France durng the invasion of Germany during WWII.  The story is told by a narrorator years later and it’s no spoiler, that you learn it is one of the sisters narrorating, however you don’t find out til the end which sister it is. That’s basically the main premise, I feel like telling too much else would give too much away.

Now for starters, there is a lot of hype surrounding this book. It seems everybody and their grandmother is reading it. I tend to steer clear of hyped books, not bc they are all bad, but my prefernce is to find hidden gems. This year though, I have found myself partaking in many, many popular books and so far I found most of them surprisingly living up to that hype for me. This book happens to be one of those books that borders that imaginary hype line I have drawn in my head. I really liked the book, I was very invested in the story and the characters. Just something about it made me not seem to like it quite as much as everyone else. Now on my goodreads, I gave this book a 4 star and I fully stand by that. This book, in every sense deserves those stars. It is written beautfully, the situations where handled quite respectfully, yet still had enough depth to give the reader the full picture. There was a certain atmosphere about this book, that while you knew it was going to be sad, you still help on to this sense of hope and longing.

This where I may get just a tad bit spoilery, this is not going to be a major in depth super analyzing reveiw where I pick out every single like and dislike. I am, however going to tell the major pro’s and con’s for me. If you have not read this and don’t want any potential spoilers, come back after you’ve read this. If not then carry on..

The things I disliked about this book are nothing incredibly major. Like I said before, overall I thought this book was pretty great and it is so hard to come across a fictional book about something non-fiction that is actually decent.

My main complaint, is I needed answers. Now, nothing major, major was left unsaid. All the main points, that were important to the story were taken care of. No loose ends there. Just some minor things that started irritating me.  The narrorator, I won’t say who that is bc major spoiler, ended up in a different country, which actually made no sense bc once the war was over this person was excedeingly glad to have their home back. Also, (I am doing my best not to spoil or name drop, but if you’ve read it then you know!) there is a child born, outside of marriage and this child is of German decent, however, the narrorator keeps referring to this child as a decendant of another country! And there was no further explaination on that. Small things that didn’t add up to me. My second complaint is the romance. I know I am usually a romance reader, some stories though, I feel don’t require it. It felt out of place, this is a time of war and strife. While I understand the whole purpose of it being that we never know what lies ahead so we should follow our hearts and be happy even if it’s just for the moment, like I get it. That part of it was great. I think I just didn’t like this particular couple’s romance. I felt the guy (no names, no spoilers) to be somewhat creepy. He made it clear several times he had no interest, yet his actions , which were sometimes creepy said otherwise. I feel that it could have been done better if it had to have been done at all. Thirdly, I know I make it sound like I really hated this book, but I promise I didn’t. There was some major cheese. Ok. I know this a tearjerker. I knew that going into this and I expected to cry. But I want to cry bc I am genuinely saddened, not bc I feel as if the author is just trying to make me cry. Does that make sense? To be more specific, there is obviously some character death. Now one character dies in a very just gut-wrenching way. I’m going to go ahead and say it, it was a child death. I cried like I have never cried before. I didn’t see it coming and it was handled in a way that I felt was more realistic. A second character death happens way closer to the end and it was honestly just too much. This person survived so much, even came home from a concentration camp, and yet when their actual death happened I could not even shed a tear. Y’all this was my favorite character in the book! And I could not even mourn their death bc it was handled in such a cheesy way, it happened abbruptley and honestly I felt that it didn’t make sense. Most people don’t seem to mind this, I however, just wasn’t a fan.

” Men tell stories, I say. It is the truest, simplest answer to his question. Women get on with it. For us it was a shadow war. There were no parades for us when it was over, no medals or mention in history books. We did what we had to during the war, and when it was over, we picked up the pieces and started our lives over.”

So now on to the things that I did like so that I can end this review on a positive note. This book sends a message about WWII that we don’t often get to see in books, and that is the gritty and ugly things that women faced during WWII. Now I am not a war expert, I am no historian by any means. But I can tell you that in my opinion, this story seems to paint a more realistic picture of what it might have been actually like living as a woman in Germany occupied France. The things these women faced. All the turmoil that they had to endure just to keep thier children safe and fed. Oh I can not even imagine, nor do I want to. I think this is done beautifully, Kristin Hannah is a brilliant story teller and like I said before, she told this story with such poise and respect, yet included all the disturbing details. There were times that this book gave me chills, bc all I could think of is no amount of description could ever do justice to those who went through this.

Another aspect that I thoroughly enjoyed is the fact that this book takes plavce in France, the majority of WWII books that I have read have taken place in America and it was so refreshing to see the war from a fresh and much more relatable perspective.

And for the main thing that made me absolutley fall in love with this story, the charactor. As I sit here typing this, I can’t help but tear up. I know these characters are fictional, but they represent so many ppl who are not. I don’t know if I mentioned this previously but the main characters in this book were completely different from one another. Isabelle was carefree and fearless. She wanted to leave behind a legacy and her involvment in the war effort was dangerous and put her in harms way more that once. While Vivianne was a mother and a wife, all she wanted was a quiet life in the counrty with her husband that she loved more than life itself and to raise her children. She lives in constant fear of the war and at times she seems meek and spineless, but more than once she proved herself to have more courage than she ever thought possible. When it came down to protecting those that she loved, she did all she could for them. Obviously the sisters had a rocky relationship with eachother, both operating out of past woundings inflicted by the other. It was just really interesting to see how their relationship would end up, and the inner dialouge of both of the sisters was just heartning.

If I haven’t made it apparent with this long review, I really did enjoy this book. As I write this review I find myself tearing up and missing these characters. I feel like this book is very worth the hype it has recieved and while their were some very minor issues that I had with the story, it was nothing that deterred me from loving it. And I absolutley can not wait to read it again.

What I’ve read recently

I said to myself that I am not going to start this post out by explaining myself on where I’ve been or why I haven’t posted in a while. It’s becoming habitual and the truth of the matter is: I’m going to be busy quite frequently. I have 2 children and a husband, I am completely and totally unorganized and until I find better balance in my life for all the things this is how it’s going to be..

Even though I don’t blog as often as I would like to, I am still very, very active on goodreads and still activley reading and reviewing books.

Today I woud like to share with you all the things I have been reading the past two months. I’m not going to go into great detail about them here, but I am going to be posting some reviews on quite a few of them. Most likely today.

 

 

 

In February I read:

  • Ten Thousand Skies Above You by Claudia Gray, 3 stars
  • The Fairest of Them All (re-read) , 5 stars
  • Shoot Down the Wendy Bird, 4 stars
  • The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah, 4 stars

In March I read:

  • The Missing by C.l. Taylor, 3 stars
  • The Kind Worth Killing, 3 stars
  • Letters to the Lost, 5 stars

 

I feel like I read some pretty amazing things, something I am quickly learning about myself is how picky I am about my thrillers. Also, I am super excited to have knocked a few books off of my 25 books I want to read this year list!  I hope you all have had some great reading months and have found some things that you really loved! Happy reading!

Updates && my recent reads

Well hello blogger friends! Today is a very exciting day, bc today is the day I shall overload my blog with tons of posts. I know some of y’ll thought that I had abandoned post but I did not. I am still alive and I am ready to get back into the swing of things.

This post is going to be a sorda mash-up of what’s been going n in my life, what I’ve read and what I’m currently reading. So this may be all over the place.

So february was such a busy month, not busy in the sense that I had a lot going on, but busy as in there was always something happening.  Pretty much every person in my house had the flu, and not all at one time mind you. The flu decided to devour us each one by one, slowly. Idk if any of you have had the flu going around this year, but it is no joke.  My oldest daughter was out of school for a week, during this time my youngest was recovering from dental surgery. And my husband and I had the absolute pleasure of deep cleaning and sanatizing our entire home. Since we didn’t have enough going on, we decided that it would also be the perfect time to de-clutter and spring clean. Helpful advice: the only thing that comes from de-cluttering is more clutter. Now all the chaos I had so neatly packed away all through my house is sitting in piles all over my den, waiting for me to pack in my trunk, so I can drive around with it for 3mos before I finally decide to donate it at my local thriftstore. A thriftstore, I might add, that I will be frequenting often for shopping excursions, all while said donation is still sitting in the trunk of my car.

As for reading: I managed to read 4 books in February. I took January by storm and charged into the new year by reading 11 books.  I have not writen reviews on all of these, bu I do intend to write some reviews this week. I’m not going to make a super extensive list w/ pics. I’ll just list them down below at the end of the blog. Or possibly make a february wrap post..

Currently I am reading.. a big ole’ mess of everything. I have been picking things up here and there and basically reading a chapter or two, trying to figure out what I am in the mood for but I have not committed to anything. I don’t want to say I’m in a slump bc I do desire to read, I just haven’t been able to pique my interest lately. Honestly, I would love to get into more classics and literary fiction, maybe even some children’s classics but everything I have picked up lately has really just been a miss for me.

And as for some random news.. I have officially decided to start a booktube channel! This is big for me. So out of my comfort zone, I know nothing about filming or editing. But I have the support of family and friends, and I am absolutley stoked to see what comes of it! I honestly don’t have many bookish friends and reading is such an important part of my life, that I’d really just like to have people to share that with. Now what that means for this blog: Well absolutley nothing, I still plan to post, however, it will mostly be just book reviews and I plan to make myself more available on other social plattforms.

I just want to tell you all how much I appreciate all of you out there that take the time out of your busy lives to read what I have to say. That take time to comment and start conversations about books. You all are so amazing and I am so thankful for you!

Since this post is already ridiculous long, I will do a February wrap up on a second post. Thanks for stopping by and happy reading!